The Ocean - Mae

am i alone in this?
never a night where i can sleep myself till day.
we must try to figure it out, figure it out.
it won't be that easy.
we lost it somehow.

you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the waves.

oh, the night becomes the space that's somewhere in between
what i feel and what i'm told.
sitting on the shoreline trying to figure it out, figure it out.
to find out the meaning and reach it somehow.

you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the waves.

fall around me now,
like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain.
the season has changed.
the wind, it blows colder now, colder now.
the clouds are raised,
the rain it falls harder now, all around.

you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves.
so fall around me now.
just like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain.
over unannounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves.
just like the stars that fall around me now.

Coach Hines Saved the DAy

Today I should've go and apply to a call center that my friends are in... but I cant contact them... Why do I need to contact them? Because I dont know where it is!

All I can say, This day sucks! I have no celfone load, no money, got nothing to do (well nothing worthwhile to do...), pressure from my dad, 3 weeks of not seeing my girlfriend...

Damn.. its a typical EMO-ISH day...

Then I figured... maybe watching tv might cheer me up.. but alas, no interesting shows and I missed Mad TV! What a bummer... but then I remembered my friends watched Mad TV sketches on YouTube... I turned on may Mac, go to YouTube and searched my favorite Mad TV characters.. COACH HINES!

Hahaha he really cracks me up! He is so violent crazy stereotypical coach! Now I feel better!


I just want to share the joy of watching Coach Hines going crazy! Here's one of my favorite sketches of Coach Hines:



=))

Insomnia Wave 10

Hanggang ngaun inaatake pa din ako ng Insomnia... Almost 3 weeks na kme nde nagkikita ng minamahal ko... Hirap na sheyt. Tapos sira pa PC ko... sa July pa ako mkakabili dahil wala akong mahanap na work. Dis Saks...

sa sobrang walang magawa nakikinig nlang ako ng Yano ngaun..

Paranoia

God damnit! It's making me crazy!!!

Just for an hour of no communication and its already driving me INSANE!!

DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!!

I'm FREAKING PARANOID!!

WTF happend to me?

I am f*cking... the HELL!

Some things definitely is life changing... and that "thing" drove me into insanity!!

I wish my old self back >>>
The happy go lucky, laid back and always calm kind of guy...

4 am Wake Up Call

Riing.. Riing...

I woke up, stood up... grabbed my phone and started to say.. "Hello.."

Then the voice... the voice that I wanted to hear for a very long time...

I thought I was still dreaming.. I said Hello again and she said Hello...

Now I know that I'm not dreaming... She is the one.. the one who got away..

The one that I hurt so much... I caused pain to her... Talking to me...

Is this good? or bad?

I know she will never forgive me for what I've done...

But I really wanted to hear her voice for a very long time...

I just wanted to become friends with her again...

Just like old times...

But I've done something terrible...

Something stupid...

She was my bestfriend... and was my love...

I'm so sorry for the pain that I've caused...